So I am finally in Rexburg Idaho once again. My insides are writhing with excitement, prickling and spining, my breath caught in my chest. Yet, at the same time I am screaming inside and wanting to curl up in a ball and just sleep forever and wait until it passes. But..I want it at the same time. Its kind of strange to be filled up to the brim with two very conflicting feelings.
But I know that everything will work out for the better. I feel that Heavenly father has really touched my life and given me a chance to live a life that I want to. I life full of joy and real happiness. There are times when I know that I am not even close to being worthy of such divine and unconditional love, but as long as I accept it and utilize the Atonement I will be ok. :)
There is something about reading the scriptures that I love so much. It calms me so much! Today when I all of the things that I had to get done quickly were running around in my head I thought "What I wouldnt give to be reading my scriptures right now and feel that peace."
Truly, A life that is lead by the Lord is a life that is worth living.
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