Sentements of a girl suffering a concussion.

Two things:
Reading the Ensign (church magazine) I was humbled by such amazing people that have such faith. There is a woman who is blind, but she is amazingly awesome. It made me want to be like her (when I grow up..;) ) There was another article about prayer and it made me realize that in my own life whenever I needed help with ANYTHING Heavenly Father was there. Even if it was "Heavenly father, I spaced again. Could you help me find my keys?" I bet he chuckles everytime I get on my knees. He probably says to himself and the angels up there "haha whose gonna guess she lost something again? Silly Caitlin." He's got to have a sense of humor. Seriously, he gave me this mind and gave me this face, he's got to have a sense of humor. haha jk. I like my face.

Heres the other thing (cuz I said "two things:..") I think I jossled my brain too much...I hit my head on some people when I was sledding today. It was terribly funny but terribly painful. After I mowed some people down I was looking around, dazed, "Is anyone hurt? Im so sorry, are you okay?" They looked at me like a crazy person. "dude, are YOU okay?" hahaha I loved it though, it was epic. I love sledding. I just want to apologize, I cant seem to think at all right now, I most likely will go rambling on some random subject that makes no sense AT all.

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haha periods look cool when you do just press down on the keys..........................................weee....................................................
Okay, I need to go to sleep...I might start REALLY making a fool out of myself.

ps.
dont be stupid about your body. Its an amazing gift. If your bigger than other people just do all you can (exercise reasonably and eat healthy. ) but be grateful for who you are. Seriously, not to be cheesy, but your amazingly beautiful the way you are. If your a girl and you dont get a lot of guys asking you guys out, count yourself lucky. Most guys are pretty shallow and the last thing you want is some guy only wanting you for your body. You'll find someone who appreciates you for who you are.
I dont mean to be graphic but one time I was looking at myself in the mirror and I began to think. Dang, I love my body! hahaha sounds like Im full of myself, but Im not. I am full of gratitude that I HAVE a body. Heavenly father loves me so much that he gave me these little hands that can type how I feel. He gave me these hands so that I could hold a deliscous apple. He gave me my wonderful arms so I could hold those I love and try and show them that I care. He gave me these eyes, which may be legally deemed as blind without contacts, but I am able to see. Theyre blue, and theyre mine. He gave me my tiny little feet so that I could run seven miles. He gave me toes so that I could be amused by their silliness. He gave me a stomach so that I could eat wonderful glorious food! He gave me my hair, though it may be blonde and I wish it were black, it still is wonderful and I can make it look pretty and feminine. He gave me a laugh so that I could enjoy myself. He gave me a mouth so I could smile. He gave me lips so that I could kiss tenderly to show effection. He gave me a heart so that I could live. A mind to think, a tounge to taste. I am so eternally grateful. I am not skinny, I am not fat. I am just me. I dont want to be smaller than I should be, and I dont want to be bigger either. I just want to be healthy and happy. I want to take care of this beautiful body my dear Heavenly Father gave me. My heart brims with joy. I wish that I could show people what I see when I see them. Girls or boys who may be bigger (even if they are healthy or if they are just made that way) that they are beautiful. They really are! Everyone has their own beauty. Im not trying to be insanely cheesy, its really how I think and how I see them. Gawl, I just wish I could hug them, take their face in my hands and take away their pain. I imagine that all the time. Not in a weird stalker way, it just helps me when I dont know what else to do and if Im too shy to actually say something.

Anyways, What I am trying to say is appreciate your body. Keep it healthy, dont think that if you are skinny you will be happy. Skinny people still arent happy. You can be happy in any circumstance you are in. You just need to realize that. You hold the key to your own happiness. Your actions decide that. Im not lecturing. haha at least I dont mean to. :)
let me tell you something, if you pray tonight Heavenly father will bless you. Wether your muslim, protestant, mormon, jewish, Heavenly father loves to hear from all his children. He's just waiting to bless you. I know he loves me, and I know he loves everyone else. Thanks to Christ, I have a smile on my face or in my heart always. life is AMAZING!!
Big hug! :)